Earlier, before going home to my parent's place for a much needed vacation, Bes, Mai and I went to IT Park, Cebu to get some cash from the ATM and eat brunch. While we were on the line, some of Bes' friends from another company saw him. He introduced us and he introduced Mai first and his "girlfriend" and me as a second girlfriend. I just let it slip by. We had our brunch and I went to V's place because he was inflicted with the pox. We talked for a while and I went to SM City Cebu to buy some stuff my dad needs.
On the way home, I was in a trance when suddenly a thought kept on creeping to my consciousness. Bam! Second Place by my Bestfriend! Wow! I texted him and I told him that it just hit me. Am I not your number one girl anymore? Is she the one you want to be with?
I can't help my insecurities because he would always be my number male friend. I know it's not a game of who should be first or not but, it hurts.
It may not be a big deal to you but in my end, it is. It's not that my world revolves around you but at least do not let me compete with other girls. I do not even compete with your boyfriends, ex-boyfriends, flings and one night stands because I knew in your end I was your number one girl. But now....
