Heart.... Heart... Heart...

Greatest gift for Christmas

Rain, Rain go Away...

The country was hit by a terrible crisis due to the typhoon Sendong. I am happy and sad at the same time. Happy that we did not get the brunt of the typhoon and we just experienced the heavy rains and sad because of the people who were affected by it. 

In our own little ways, we helped and gave some. It is really a tragedy since it was before Christmas. Instead of celebrating for holidays, people were praying for the safety of others. 

In cases like this, I would always think that people had ti coming. It is just nature's way of answering the cause. It is the effect of what people had done to nature. It is just the balance of the universe.

First Body Art

Work has not given me something to be challenged about anymore. It seems that I am in a suspended motion. Not moving forward but not also moving backwards. When these happens, my thoughts just turns to blackness.

I decided to get my first ink. Since 2007,  it was my unending battle to get one or not. At last, due to feeling bleak and empty, I wanted to feel the good pain again. I did not regret getting one even if it's not allowed.

Note: Upload picture later.

Huh, I do not know how to turn this! LOL!!

Dad's 50th Birthday

It was my Dad's Birthday. I got home late since I rarely go home to my parent's house once I started living in the city. I got the silent treatment again. What else is new?

I really thought it was just a private family affair and I was so shocked that it was really a bash. My dad's political friends, church friends so on and so forth. What the frack? The food was great. Lechon baka, fish fillet, beef steak, salad, humba, chicken cordon, cake and different type of sweets.

All in all, it was a great party for my Dad. It's just that, I miss M. Open relationship sucks. I'm tired of sharing him with everybody else. Sometimes I wonder if exclusivity was a better option but then again, we are too much alike. It would just not work.

Happy Birthday again Dad!

As of the moment...

Empty...
Uncontented...
Restless...


A big gapping hole of nothingness. This totally sucks.

Questions and Answers

People keep on asking me as to why I like keeping a blog even if it has limited readers and it's not that popular.

Even if it's true, this is an extension when I want to express something that I can't divulge or just random thoughts and events that even if it's not meaningful, it is for me. It's not about being popular. It's not about getting many comments or subscriptions or even friends. It's just an outlet to one side of myself.

There might be some people who likes Facebook and Twitter for the sake of adding people they don't know but I'm not one of them. I know all people in My Facebook account and as for Twitter, I like reading Hollywood's best. I post not because I think someone would care to read my shit but I post because I want to write down my thoughts and not forget about them.

And now, Happy 8 years Koi. I love being with you always and the friendship means a lot to me. It's not everyday you meet someone you are completely compatible with in almost all aspects in your life. I am so glad I met you. I love you.

Melancholy...

I have been to lots of parties for this past few days and I just realized that it's not fun anymore. I had more fun drinking wine and talking to a long time friend rather than partying in bars and nightclubs. Is it because I am getting old or I just need to lie low for while?


It's a day for the dead and not the living but my parents sure are acting like their marriage is dead. Too much drama in the house. Money does not make people happy. Even with money, they still fight about it. Sighs.


I just can't take drama right now. I think it's better they split up rather than always fighting every time my dad is here in the country. 




Peace out.