things are kind of weird right now. after eight years of being just that and having a line, we stepped out of bounds.
i can never say "i don't do friends" again. ever.
it was special though. i am his first. what complicated the situation (more than it already is) is that his boyfie, Mark, would arrive tom morning. i don't how i should feel about that. should i feel anything at all?
hm... if i am going to be honest with myself, it is kind of depressing. but that point is, i already knew the situation before it happened.
there is really no one to blame but me.
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